Testimony

Finally, I can see the halo and the butterflies in my life. After months of trials, I can finally see the hand of God. The hand that was holding me through this hard time. I feel as if He (God) has stretched out and elevated me to new  heights and I know that he will continue to elevate me to higher heights.

One of the songs that has carried me through is by Phillips, Craig and Dean that states, “Mercy came running in” I do feel as if it did “run in”…in God’s perfect time. I am just happy and I want to also say, “Bless the Lord, Oh my Soul, and all that is within me. Bless His Holy name” <BTW that’s a song to>

I have learned the importance of perseverance and positivity. The importance of surrounding yourself with faith, even if it is as small as a mustard seed.

Dear Wonderful God,

I humbly thank and exalt your Holy name. I thank you for hearing my call and I also thank  you for allowing Mercy to quickly run towards my aid.

I thank you and adore you, Forever.

Love, your daughter. AMEN!

thou hast tried us, as silver is tried

Psalm 66:10 states: “For thou, O God, hast proved us: thou hast tried us, as silver is tried”.

I wanted direction, a clear sign of what to do in my current circumstances. I was shocked when I got the very news that God intended me to know. I trembled in shock, in fear, in confusion and disappointment. I did pray for direction and assistance, didn’t I? I recall telling God, “If it is your will, it will be.” Now that it is done, I want the cup to be taken away from me, for the pain is just too much.

I feel as if I am silver, being purified. I feel as if God is holding me steady as the impurities and chaff disintegrate. This is too much! In the midst of it, I thank you Jesus for Holding me-steady.You know what is best for me. (I can; believe I am saying that)

Malachai 3:1-3, ““Behold, I will send my messenger, and he shall prepare the way before me: and the Lord, whom ye seek, shall suddenly come to his temple, even the messenger of the covenant, whom ye delight in: behold, he shall come, saith the Lord of hosts.  But who may abide the day of his coming? and who shall stand when he appeareth? for he is like a refiner’s fire, and like fuller’s soap: and he shall sit as a refiner and purifier of silver:  and he shall purify the sons of Levi, and purge them as gold and silver, and they may offer unto the Lord an offering in righteousness”

***I love you Jesus, you STILL remain.***

Please Lord, Calm the storm

Jesus calmed the stormy sea. I ask Him to calm my turbulent struggles in my present life. I feel like I have been reduced to nothing. My pride has been stripped and I am left at the mercy of my foes. I want to rise, yes I do. Merciful God, Remember my righteous days and embrace me.

I feel as this song really ministers to my current position. It is God, asking for me to come for comfort. Here are the words and the link is as above.

Jill Phillips- I AM

oh gently lay your head upon my chest
and I will comfort you like a mother while you rest
the tide can change so fast, but I will stay
the same through past, the same in future, same today

I am constant; I am near
I am peace that shatters all your secret fears
I am holy; I am wise
I’m the only one who knows your heart’s desires
your heart’s desires

oh weary, tired and worn, let out your sighs
and drop that heavy load you hold ’cause Mine is light
I know you through and through; there’s no need to hide
I want to show you love that is deep and high and wide

’cause I am constant; I am near
I am peace that shatters all your secret fears
I am holy; I am wise
I’m the only one who knows your heart’s desires
your heart’s desires

I am constant; I am near
I am peace that shatters all your secret fears
I am holy; I am wise
I’m the only one who knows your heart’s desires
your heart’s desires

oh gently lay your head upon my chest
and I will comfort you like a mother while you rest